AREN'T YOU DISGUSTED BY SEEING IT?

I don't know what motivation do you need before you wake up and accept that there is something wrong in your life and you need to do something about it. I don't know if you are just lazy or dumb or do you already accept that your life will be like that forever. You have the power to change, it's your life, you can do anything with it. it's either you get better or get worse.

Seeing no food in the refrigerator and seeing your children hungry.  This is disgusting, you should be ashamed of yourself if you're letting your children to go hungry, what kind of a parent are you? It's ok if you're the one who's hungry but not your children. It's your fault so you should blame yourself, you should sell the other half of our kidney and buy them some food.

Seeing no money in your wallet. It's because of laziness and being irresponsible, seeing no money in your wallet is not an excuse, what if something bad happens? what will you do? you should have always a reserve money in your wallet because life can throw you a random joke and you may not be able to handle it if you're not prepared.

Seeing your things getting old and you can't replace it. It's not about being thrifty or responsible for your money, if your things were already broken because it's more than ten years old... that's a different story, being smart in handling your money is different than no money to spend for your basic needs. Get disgusted if your shoes is already 10 years old, it's smiling and you can't replace it.

Seeing people not treating you right and talking at your back that you don't have anything. This is one of the worst feelings that you could ever get... having no power, people are not treating your right because you don't have anything, they are treating you like garbage, they are making fun of you and you can't fight back.

Seeing your parents suffering and you can't send them to hospital. This is what will happen if your life is not stable... your life will be full of pain, get disgusted with situation like this because you can always avoid it from the very beginning if you only did the right thing.